i guess i wasnt anything to you, i never gave up on us not even for a second. sometimes i just wish you would keep your promises to me because i want to work this out so badly its like you dont realize how much i love you and how much you mean to me and you promised me that we would pick things back up when you came back and i hope that happens because i want this relationship so badly it’s like you dont care about me anymore it’s like i dont matter. im just going to wait for you to come home so we can have a face to face conversation to talk this through and save our relationship. please give me that chance i hope im still your babygirl and your princess.
sometimes i wish i had someone to hug and just be with but one someone breaks your heart and shuts you outta their world its like i never was anything to you i just feel so damned depressed and i just put a smile on for the day just so i can hide how much pain i am in. i just wish there wasnt such thing as a break in a relationship, we never had problems while he was away and i just feel that im left with broken promises and left with on broken heart i feel so lost and im not sure what to do or how to handle this at all. i just wish he considered me the gf still and not pretend he was single while down at fucking disney where he shouldnt be due to his grades not being up to par but hey if one kid with bad grades can good everyone should just go. im just so hurt inside that i wish and pray he would have never left and things would be the same